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why only stress dreams? sleep was a mistake

it is 2am why can’t i ever ever go to sleep? all i wanted tonight was to be asleep by 1:30am, i am not doing any work, i know i will fall asleep roughly 15min after i lie down in the dark with my eyes closed, why can’t i do that? why can’t i, instead of lying here reading sadly, put on pajamas and fall asleep?
perhaps we were wrong and it will emerge that everything had a purpose after all; that a jaw’s job was to clench, as a back muscle’s job is to ache, or a throat’s job is to feel abraded as though with a fine sandpaper,
filled with fear
well ok im also afraid bc im acutely aware that i don’t, in fact, know anything, and am not really qualified to TA the class
i may have an unexpected interview tomorrow for the TA position i’ve coveted for years and i am so unbearably anxious







