“bright colors are giving me the dysphorias” so it’s not just me then

yeah, like– i’ve always been a little bit like this (for some reason, spending a long time in a room primarily lit by strongly colored lights makes me anxious too) but like, definitely recently every time i’ve tried to venture much stronger than like, slightly-dark red i’ve gone way anxious. some of it is bc many of my more colorful clothes are my girlclothes but idk if that’s all of it or if it’s being possible to Look At for the potentially-wrong reasons or….what.