rn i can access both anxiety (acute, restless, causally oriented but only questionably causally locatable) and apathy (sleepy-tired, bored, headache, a puzzling quiet or lack of qualia) but they’re both making me procrastinate work as i read and attempt to comprehensively survey my scalp with my fingertips, so i guess i should take apathy?

all i can think about is knitting

today i’m only wearing black and grey and i feel intensely emotionally soothed

can’tbeieve im going t o take on purpose, estrogen

i finished my hat

not posting photos bc ends not in/it’s not blocked yet but i finished my hat

i worry that i am overly judgmental and unkind…….but how would i find out

why is a woman with an avant-garde variant on the speaking to the manager haircut and too much eyeliner staring directly at me on this train
i’ve now accidentally made eye contact with her like four times and she’s just…..looking

my long term goal is to surgically remove parts of the inside of my mouth as an anxiety management technique

hgkdhdj my boss’s daughter is in this bubble tea shop with a gaggle of her friends who are all in different but very distinctive stages of the 14-y/o baby gay/transmasc aesthetic
i’m love them