OH im going insane rn bc im desperate for sensory stimulation. i was like “why isn’t reading working” it’s not not working i just also have been deprived of 1. being outside 2. eating anything with a taste or texture, or more than a single english muffin half every few hours 3. any kind of physical interaction/affection w another person

food/illness cw

rrghhh im so … hungry….. but like, hungry and also sick feeling. plus eating a popsicle earlier made me feel sick, which it wasn’t doing yesterday, and i made myself sick again last night by trying to have broth and pasta, so im scared to actually eat anything? toast was going well yesterday too but after popsicle was only questionably ok today im scared to retry toast

ur my favorite puddle creature. i remain cool-rockless, but i love you and i’m so glad of your presence on my dash and so pissed off at geography, you are hilarious and clever and i enjoy u a lot. i’m also, like, SUPER PSYCHED that you’re into poetry, like i literally just randomly think abt it while i’m going abt my day sometimes and i get all smiley and then sad that you’re so far and we can’t go to readings together

omggg ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ i realize im a hideous flake and have never given u legit feedback on the things you’ve sent me but i DO just like, reread them, sometimes, if im like “i want to read some good poems about the medium-strength horrors of the body” which i always am. i am always that way

unopenablebox:

guys i am wildly sick. like im on hour 36 of being on this couch and in that time have successfully eaten one (1) food item. who wants to send me posts, or messages, or exciting rocks

you can also send me nice messages about how great i am if u feel like it. they will not, of course, be true, because this is not your good friend and content curator L writing, this is a sad inhuman puddle creature, but i will be warmed by your memories of the thing that once wore this skin