Dropped off the radar for a bit, but I did make this eldritch insult to nature. Hit the play button if you love to watch wretched bastard creatures suffering!

This is is a stop motion I made with a needle felted shrew monster the size of a German Shepherd , as well as some plastic bugs, funyuns, and a payday bar. The worst candy bar.

(Source: https://www.youtube.com/)

“You should give a up whatever job you have and just quit. Just stop now, and devote the rest of your life to mushrooms” – Gary Lincoff (1942-2018)

Some solid life advice on a magazine cover I found in a funghilovers facebook group I’m in.

>:[ still ouch

tfw ouch

iud / human body problems cw

so the upshot of the particular events of my iud removal was mostly the doctor very much not ruling out the possibility that i’m just going to keep having 8-pain-scale cramps….. indefinitely, despite having removed the iud? so i don’t know how i’m… going to. have, a life, with contents, or activities

i want to write poetry again but my brain hasn’t done that since june and im worried. i know what used to make me good at writing and the reason i want to write is because i’m close to it again, but what used to make me good at writing also made me sad. maybe i like knitting because it suggests that my ability to imagine and then make things is not entirely contingent on the opportunities life gives me to hit myself with an emotional meat tenderizer on purpose

weirdly i’ve like–– mentally being doing a lot of Well I Guess I’m Just A Girl After All, Going To Have To Live With It I Guess, Look How I’m Wearing This Boatneck Sweater, and also like………. i visually parse myself as “pretty/scornful boy” and also i am like definitely uh––

idk. at a certain point it’s not as important to me to perpetually query my internal experiences for validity as it is to try to stake out an oppositional life and try to unmake/fray the genderedness of my interpersonal experience and that’s trans enough frankly

ferrous bueller: it’s exactly the same but bueller is a 1.8 meter tall block of iron

glitchlight:

why can’t i grade and knit at the same time

this is discriminatory against me, two handed sad person, who has capacity for precisely two tasks that must be done lying down

I’M MAKING SHORT RIBS

i couldn’t figure out what kind of liquid you’re supposed to add so i did half broth half red wine? plus thyme sprigs AND rosemary sprigs. now it is in the oven forever

also ideally i would be serving it with polenta but i don’t know how…. to make polenta…. and also we don’t have any and im in too much pain to go to the grocery store today. so we are instead having the most mashed potatoes. so many