If you have a house
you must think about it all the time
as you reside in the house so
it must be a home in your mindyou must ask yourself (wherever you are)
have I closed the front doorand the back door is often forgotten
not against thieves necessarilybut the wind oh if it blows
either door open then the heatthe heat you’ve carefully nurtured
with layers of dry hardwoodand a couple of opposing green
brought in to slow the fireas well as the little pilot light
in the convenient gas backupall of that care will be mocked because
you have not kept the house on your mindbut these may actually be among
the smallest concerns for instancethe house could be settling you may
notice the thin slanting line of lightabove the doors you have to think about that
luckily you have been paying attentionthe house’s dryness can be humidified
with vaporizers in each room and potsof water on the woodstove should you leave
for the movies after dinner ask yourselfhave I turned down the thermometer
and moved all wood paper away from the stovethe fiery result of excited distraction
could be too horrible to describenow we should talk especially to Northerners
of the freezing of the pipe this can oftenbe prevented by pumping water continuously
through the baseboard heating systemallowing the faucet to drip drip continuously
day and night you must think about the drainsseparately in fact you should have established
their essential contribution to the ordinarykitchen and toilet life of the house
digging these drains deep into warm earthif it hasn’t snowed by mid-December you
must cover them with hay sometimes rugsand blankets have been used do not be
troubled by their monetary valueas this is a regionally appreciated emergency
you may tell your friends to consideryour house as their own that is
if they do not wear outdoor shoeswhen thumping across the gleam of their poly-
urethaned floors they must bring socks or slippersto your house as well you must think
of your house when you’re in it andwhen you’re visiting the superior cabinets
and closets of others when you approachyour house in the late afternoon
in any weather green or white you will catchsight first of its new aluminum snow-resistant
roof and the reflections in the cracked windowsits need in the last twenty-five years for paint
which has created a lovely designin russet pink and brown the colors of un-
intentioned neglect you must admire the way it does not(because of someone’s excellent decision
sixty years ago) stand on the high ridge deformingthe green profile of the hill but rests in the modesty
of late middle age under the brow of the hill withits back to the dark hemlock forest looking steadily
out for miles toward the cloud refiguring meadows andmountains of the next state coming up the road
by foot or auto the house can be addressed personallyHouse! in the excitement of work and travel to
other people’s houses with their interesting improvementswe thought of you often and spoke of your coziness
in winter your courage in wind and fire your smallairy rooms in humid summer how you nestle in spring
into the leaves and flowers of the hawthorn and the sage greenleaves of the Russian olive tree House! you were not forgotten
Grace Paley,
Begin Again: The Collected Poems of Grace Paley
(1999), via the Poetry Foundation