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yes, that’s what i’m going with here, we can all cope. i am probably not able to meet you at swordpoint here, or at least not blow for blow, but i can make the effort: 

i’m pretty sure that at some point you declared your desire to be inscrutable and i just took that VERY seriously and as we know Belief Becomes Fact, either that or you are just purposefully (and successfully!) totally opaque and my intentions have no part of it. regardless i have absolutely no guiding model of either you or your emotions, and presumably never will, but will take “curious” over “disgusted” with something best approximated as glee, given my options (or at least my own dubious and pessimistic guesses at my options! like i said: no model whatsoever). if i’m a book character you’re one of the more fascinating (and frankly, charming) black boxes ever created; i won’t pretend to know exactly what the candle is but i’ll assert that it’s possible that we’re actually both just holding flashlights.

it is very sad that tumblr would not permit you to send me a good bird photo; someday, i believe, we will achieve this level of rapport. i will comfort myself with the thought of previous good bird photos that we have exchanged in the past. there have been several.